Wednesday, May 7, 2008

building a new friendship????

A lot of things happened because of this out of town clinical rotation!

Isa na doon ang magkaroon kami ng pagkakataon ng x-bestfriend ko na mag-usap.

Ganito kase ang story.. She arrived last Sunday at dormitory for our clinical exposure. Unfortunately, hindi siya pinapasok sa dorm kase nga siya lang mag-isa at lugi daw sila kung siya lang ang mag-accomodate sa dorm.. what a damn reason!
Anyway, she text me about what happen to her.. (feeling close ba?)

Kawawa naman siya walang kakilala sa Panabo City. What I did I offered her na sa bahay na lang magstay for the mean time at naisip ko.

We talked a lot, parang walang nangyari about her family ganun pa rin, walang pagbabago (who cares I don't care!), about bea her sister at thge same my inaanak , financial problem nila (meron din akong ganyan na problema). Parang antagal namin di nagkita marami pa sana topics kaso gusto ko ng matulog may duty pa. I said to her, una na ako matulog..

I'm glad walang isa sa amin ang nag-open about what happen to us with our friendship, buti na lang!

I confessed, that time were been together, I feel sad on what happen with our friendship and at the same time I feel mad at her. Ayoko lang ipakita.
Plastic no?
That time kase, ako yung tipong tao na mas tinatago kung ano ang tunay na nararamdaman.
Its better to hide what I really feel which is very wrong!
Ang inisip ko lang that time ang tulungan siya bilang classmate niya at respeto kung anung meron kami dati yun ay ang friendship that we had build for one year and six months.

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