Sunday, March 22, 2009

goodbye?

I really hate goodbye.
I am thinking the upcoming graduation and it quiet approaching.
Can I stop the time?
Well, it is impossible to happen.

Lately, I didn't think about this thing but now I'm thinking of it and I think the upcoming week is a really hard time for a senior student like me. A lot of things to miss with my co-board mates, classmates, batch mates, my clinical instructors, general education instructors, etc. In my four years in college really wonderful one. I experience how to be independent and I able to make decisions by my own based from the advices and suggestions of my parents and love ones. For the first time I really that I am FREE from the cage and chain of control or suppression.

to be continued......

we belong!

Psalm 139:13-15 (New International Version)

13 For you created my inmost being;
you knit me together in my mother's womb.

14 I praise you because I am fearfully and wonderfully made;
your works are wonderful,
I know that full well.

15 My frame was not hidden from you
when I was made in the secret place.
When I was woven together in the depths of the earth,

Thoughts:

Everyone wants to belong. Wants to be part of a crowd. But still, the question is, are we rightfully fitted to be part of the crowd? When that question starts bugging us, we start questioning about who we really are. and eventually, it causes our sself-esteem to get down into zero.

Little do people know, that the best way to boost our self-esteem is to turn to the extravagant being who created them. And that is GOD. He knows us full well. He created us! He knows our inmost being. He made us through his likeness.

We are made alive because GOD wanted to create us. Nothing in our lives is arbitrary. It's all for a purpose. GOD made us with a purpose. GOS|D determined the natural talents that we would possess and the uniqueness of our personality. Through HIM we can stand with confidence that we all have the abilities and skills to excel in whatever we go.

Monday, March 16, 2009

solitary

Its harder for me to sleep now.
I thought, I'm better off alone.
But maybe they are right.
Maybe it would be nicer to spend your time with someone you love.
Someone means something to you.
Maybe I'll try it, not for now.
But soon.
Soon enough when I find to share my life with.
-Singles' journal

Sunday, March 15, 2009

My simple thanks

Every one wants feel special.

For me any thing you made something for me big or small, I do treasure it in my heart.
Last March 10 Tuesday, I celebrate my birthday (how old I am? better to keep it myself. hehehe I not that old nor young as you think.)
When I woke up that day, as I check my cellphone I don't receive any sms message. They forgot that it was my day. I said to myself it was too early to think about it. They will greet me anyway not that moment. Then, I got a message from close friend and at the same time my classmate named Ronnel asking me "asa ka grace? what time ka punta school?". Grrr.. nakakainis akala ko babatiin na ako yun pala hindi. I answered him and told him "ganyan ka nakalimutan mo na today is my birthday..huhuhu " And he answered me, "wait! I something for grasya. part ito na di muna kita babatiin para may thrill".
I came to school that day with a lot of things to do I set my mind that it would be a busy day and I think I can't enjoy this day. We had our finals exam on our major subjects.

To admit, I expect that a lot of people will greet me that day. (goal met ako doon!hehehe madami nga and I feel happy about it.) Partly, I am sad because my best of friends Gina and Mitchelle didn't greet even in my friendster or just a simple sms message I don't received from them anything. Magtatampo nga rin sana ako sa bestfriend kong si Aaron. Siya rin may gimik haaay.. I thought he forgot me also. hmpf.

To summed it up, that day was a wonderful. A lot of things to give thanks with.

My parents and relatives who inspired me at all times, served as my strength and give their enduring support in my every pace of my life.

To my friends and classmates who were there for me who shared their tears and laughters with me. Thank you Ronnel and Neri you open my heart and mind to trust again a friend.

To my bestfriend Aaron who been there for me especially when I am down and feel so weak. He became my great listener. Though we did not see each other for 12 months and 110 days it is not hindrance to keep the friendship we had. I do treasure the friendship I found on you. Trust me as your best friend.

To April my dear childhood friend, who really knows me from the very beginning. I do treasure you as my friend and my sister. You are such a wonderful gift! Ever since, di pa tayo nag-away if that day will come I don't know what to do.


video

Gift from Ronnel. He made this movie for me. :-)

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